Rainy day inspiration

I woke up this morning looking out the window as I got ready for work and saw the clouds separating. I could catch a glimpse of sunshine peeking through. Half of the year is almost here and I am at a good place with myself. I have mended lost friendships and learn to appreciate the things that matter in my life. I'm not afraid anymore of what the future has in store for me. Everything happens for a reason. All i can say for sure is that as long as I trust in God I know that everything will be alright.

the final chapter.

As time moved on, you slowly pushed me away.Little did I know you played me as a fool.

You took my love for granted and for you it was so easy when you got to the part where you're breaking my heart and lie to my face. You deserve an award for the role that you played.

The sad thing is that as we move on from both of our lives i will erase all existence of you and pretend as though i had never ever met you strangers, no longer friends. I never hated a person so much in my life. You wasted 3 1/2 years of my life and I regret everything I did for you. I hope someday you will experience as much pain as you caused me.

Random

Sometimes I like to keep all my thoughts to myself and hide. What's the point of sharing no one cares

Accomplishment

Probably the best day I had all year making my family and friends all proud

due to extreme boredom

how is it almost summer? i guess its true what they say when you are older time really does fly. I have made a goal that this 2014 i was going to do something different every month.


January- started off with hitting the gym and getting a personal trainer with Melissa. The outcome was that I will never pay 200 again for something that I dreaded going to and gave me the least amount of motivation.

Me after a long night of exercising 💪


February- went to Chicago, celebrated 29 in style. I decided it was time to go back and visit my old stomping grounds and I was overdue for a vacation. It was Alain and Cindy's first visit Im glad those 2 enjoyed the city.

Chicago river it didn't snow on my birthday what a miracle 🙏

 March- No Alcohol for 46 days. First time I gave up alcohol for Lent, I do have to admit it was indeed a challenge especially when you are with your friends and they are drinking. Also the fact that i dont smoke cigarettes anymore made things even more difficult.

Ana and Christine, ending our night with desert instead of going to a bar.🚱

I went Beyoncé blonde 💁 everyone needs to at least once in their life.


April- Healthy eating.This year I wanted to change my eating habits (considering the fact that I am not getting any younger, I want to look better with age)I have been really getting into protein shakes, cleanses, and drinking lots of water.

All you can eat dodger game. Took an aloe Vera pill the next day didn't feel guilty about eating all that food whatsoever.

May- Nothing has happened this month. Preparing for June which will be a busy time for me graduation Mexico and of course my first pharrell concert!

At pin tun eat in market 🙌 down the best viet place to eat very hipster too!

 

Me and Ana tanning. We are not leaving till we are dark. 👳

Realization

I've come to the realization that I'm getting old. Last night I went out with the girls cindy and Iza the three of us sitting in Cindy's car taking swigs brought me back to 2008... 5 years a ago the same 3 girls taking swigs but this time we have grown as 3 successful women. It's almost the end of 2013 and I look back at my post from 2012 this same time last year.....

I am proud of myself I have accomplished my 2 biggest goals that I had set for myself-finishing up school and moving way up in position. I feel that I am now set and got my shit together.as I wrap up the year I still anticipate what will happen as I begin my new chapter in my life. I guess I just have to wait and see.

shit that blows